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 She will soon, leave this place where all of us first met. A place, where our hearts first joined as one. A place, where all laughters and tears were shared. A place, where you can see, only who cares for you. A place, where we've started to bring our friendship to a closer stage. A place, where I will never forget and never want to, for the rest of my life.

Each and every single one of you, plays a huge and important role in my life. When I'm sad, when I cry, I have all of you standing by me, sparing me all the patience, love and care. When i felt at my worst, you know, those smile and laughters, has always been the most encouraging and comforting one to me, without even saying a single word. Just that smile. Hence, I will never want to see anyone of you cry and frown. But if you do, to let you know.. I'll be there for you. Everyone. Because by far, I knew, I'm the most vulnerable one because I simply can't hide my feelings well.

I've not been catching up with you guys so much recently. I wanna know, what's really happening to the girls. You girls don't really tell me things, which I've no idea why, but I really want to let you girls know, you meant everything to me.

This applies to all of you.

When you say, "I can't" and expect the worst, you become weak and unhappy.
When you say "I can", and expect success, you fill yourself with confidence and happiness.

Happy thoughts, remember? Happy thoughts! Life is a shipwreck, I know, but wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine. If you can't, don't forget, this Lady-to-be will always have the torch with her, to at least cast the shadows behind you and lit up your way.

"It's not the end of the world, you still have me, have her, have us..", this is what I've learnt from you, do you not know that, ladies? I just hope that, sometimes, I wouldn't be the last to know the things you've shared. I just want to be there for all of you, all of you.. I just hope that you all would share..

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Yy, don't be upset. We'll figure a way out soon. We will, we definitely will. Don't you worry about that. If there's anything that you need, you know what to do. Don't keep quiet because we love you.

Eve, please don't partial anymore. If not, you're gonna screw up everything. Your hopes, your career, your dreams, your life. School's dull, but still, complete it then say, k! Make your optimism come true, dear. Just 3 more days to go and you'll get out of that boring-like-hell-lessons.

Phy, I hope you're doing fine. Didn't catch up with you for quite some time already. Talk to you soon k! "SIT LIKE A GIRL, PLEASE"!

And people, I miss all of you.
Have a great night and be blessed.

I love you.

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Signing off,
Zelene

P.S.: If you do not know, this journal only has posts and entries about whom I love and care for only.

 Hey dude, I won't do a rebuttal to your post. I won't. And something that you have to know, is that loving someone is not about gaining a return/ love back. If you think so, then you're really selfish and this is not love, definitely. This is for you. You can take it as though we're strangers or whatsoever, it doesn't matter. The choice is yours. You can tell your Mom about anything you want, I won't care anymore.

Neither will I read your blog anymore. You have your say, now is mine. I don't understand, when I cared about your feelings, I was taken aback to be that harsh. But now, when I wanted you to stop, it is also care, but you just won't understand how hard a position you've pushed me to.

I told you, I love him. A million times.

God bless you, bye.

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Fuck, I hate school now. Like totally. To the fucking core!